about me
name: debra
alias: bigtub
age: 22
pronouns: she/they (or whatever is funnier for the bit)
orientation: lesbian
brain: autism & anxiety
relationship: no gf 😔
currently feeling: 
⇑ this is me hello ⇑
welcome to my website. i created it bc making it is so fun and i have a lot of things to express about myself!! i really like the style of the old internet so i wanted to kinda emulate that.
this is about the third time i've recoded my site. sorry if you liked the complete eyestrain from the previous version, but i felt like changing it up.
some buttons
general likes
- vocaloid/vocal synth mascots
- garfield
- sonic
- keith haring art
- mephis design/skateland carpet
- mid centry modern (architecture/furniture & design)
- scott pilgrim comics
- oranges (the fruit) (also other citrus fruits but oranges are far above lemons and limes)
- cats i guess goes in this list
shows i like
always like:
- star trek deep space nine
- house md
not currently consumed by
- community
- futurama
- mlp:fim
- scott pilgrim/scott pilgrim takes off
- star trek the next generation
- star trek the original series (less than tng tbh being honest)
- last week tonight
- my brother, my brother, and me (the show and some podcast clips)
i was at one point but not anymore
- rise of the tmnt
- grimm
- bbc merlin
- danny phantom
- good omens (its hard to enjoy now)
youtubers i like
- adamantditto
- rtgame
- cybershell
- marcel vos
- novympia
- dollightful
- moonlight jewel
- shroudedhand
- lazymasquerade
- blameitonjorge
- dontlookatme
- shaii valley
- kylie boggly
- sweguin
- chateau de theil
- tantacrul
- bobbybroccoli
- trey the explainer
- hochelega
- jay foreman
- does UNHhhh go here?
i get into times where i just watch a bunch of a couple people's videos over and over, then after a while i change the rotation of channels.
games i like
- sonic
- animal crossing
- sims 3
- earthbound (never played but i've seen playthroughs and enjoy the fandom)
- ace attourney (also never played but seen playthroughs and enjoy the fandom)
- projectdiva/vocaloid
- idk mahjong or smth
- kirby triple deluxe
- honorable mention: ffvii bc i rewatch the same playthrough every year for like 8 years
- honorable mention: barkley, shut up and jam: gaiden
more about games
i'm not much of a gamer girl. i just recently played through the entirety of sonic mania for the first time. i think its the first like console game i've ever beaten. wait i beat the scott pilgrim game once.
but i play project diva megamix with the eden project mod and i'd say im pretty good (i have a couple perfects in extreme but mostly i play in hard mode ) my bestie got me into sims 3 so i uninstalled sims 4 bc the gameplay sucked ass
recently played some kirby triple deluxe on citra (almost beat the game as kirby) and also got through great cave offensive in kirby super star ultra on a ds emulator on my phone. idk why milky way wishes and the meta knight games aren't available... will have to look into that.
movies i like
- heathers (1988)
- the wall (1982)
- clueless (1995)
- star trek iv: the voyage home (1986)
- headwig and the angry inch (2001)
more about movies
i don't really watch movies.
interesting movies i've seen / movies i've seen and didn't hate:
- fritz the cat (1972)
- felidate(1994)
- american werewolf in london (1981)
- clue (1985)
- bridget jones' diary (2001)
- little shop of horrors (1986)
- ferris bueller's day off (1985)
"classics" that i was guilted into watching but don't care for, mostly given to my by the guys at work:
- heavy metal (1981)
- the great outdoors (1988)
- animal house (1978)
- war of the roses (1989)
- sleeping with the enemy (1991)
- fast times at ridgemont high (1982)
- breakfast club (1985)
i don't seem to enjoy any of the movies that two gen x dudes tell me to watch becuase they're "classics" or whatever. for some strange reason i seem to enjoy the movies that I choose to watch... strange.
graphic design is my passion
i'm a ux major and i go to an engineering school ama
how many of y'all have never heard of ux/user experience. i explain more on the following page.
funnyman
i was voted class clown in highschool
i'm a bit of a jokester. a comic. slightly amusing. silly goofy. :P
haters might say it's an autism masking technique or a result of being fat and needing to have something to get people to like me
music i like
i'm usually listening to siriusxm channel 33 1st wave. this is a more recent development. otherwise i'm listening to spotify. i have 97 playlists but i really only listen to a few with any regularity.
i also like listening to 70s-80s-90s japanese pop and funk sometimes. whatever the new j channel plays is good. also i love pink lady.
some fav artists
- los campesinos!
- tom robinson band
- new order
- say anything
- thomas dolby
- tom lehrer
- they might be giants
- weird al
- billy cobb
- the mountain goats
- devo
- talking heads
- peter gabriel
songs on repeat atm:
- "saturday night palsy" - tism
- "l shaped couch" - scene queen
- "birthday cake" - cibo matto
- "holy smoke (2005)" - los camp!
- "www.nevergetoveryou" - prozzak
my spotify
i listen to this playlist the most but use it to get to my accnt
it's an iframe of a spotify playlist. i'm poopyburt on spotify. maybe searching 'big tub' would also work
last.fm history
made an account 7/20/25 and connected to spotify.
this widget i found sometimes isnt up to date and idk how to fix
art
i used to draw all the time. i drew on paper and on the computer all the time in elementary-beginning of high school. i did more drawing on paper near the end of highschool and now i like rarely do either in college. recently i've made 3 year old pencil drawings into pixel drawings so there's that.
occasionally i'll do digial drawings based on pencil drawings i do. i also draw ponies and color them in on my ipad sometimes purley because they are fun to draw and i like bright colors.
sometimes i paint something i like, just copying an image and painting it on a canvas. other than that i don't do any full color physical art anymore.
meet my cats
scene
some of my first concious memories searching online by myself resulted in me finding sparkledogs, who were often scene. i thought this was cool, so i a lot of my early years i leaned more that way, into scene and emo and such. i drifted away from that for a bit but now i find it all very charming.
dislikes
i was going to just write everything on this page but it got to be too long.
update 7/2025 man i haven't worked on this in a while huh. removing for now